today at 7am... receive Clair de msg say she fainted lo.. SHOCKED... den she msg say she feelin ok liiaos.. but hab a BUMP on her head... haaiyo, dun see her strong strong like tat, she darn WEAK de loiis... she arhss... always complain here pain there pain de... next time ii post her sleepin position den shall know y liiaos =x ya.. back to her faintin part.. ii think is she eat de stupid diet pill den like tat de bahss... maybe her body cant take it liiaos... sumore, she ate tat pill, she duwan MAKAN siia... zhen shii de.. but, we still go to class at 11.30am lo.. she said she fainted at about 4am siia... TONG till class finish den came home.. now, sleepin peacefully le.. ii told her better dun die beside mii siia... hahhas... she say she wont de... cos she still got so many things haven do mahss...

today get de physic test results.. FAIL BY 1 MARKS !!!!!! kns... very very difficult siia... ii think ii confirm FLUNKED de O level de... =(( my fingy is still painful loiis.. PUI... wash hair, wash things, typin.. is quite .. how to say.. erm.... MAFAN bahss... so fast, tml is WED liiaos... hahahs.. thursday goin to agency with baobei rong, we goin GENTING wib her BF loiis... lalalalal... go there relax oso HAO BAHSS.. these few days darn SWAY de =( ii wanna go sumwhere ii can forget EVERYTHING !!!! PRESSURIZE !!!!!haiiss...

clair hse here de neighbour very cute siia.... from yesterday, got many malay kids wearin pampers keep running outside clair de corridoors... shall take a pic of them & post it... its so nice to be KIDS loiis.... nothin to worry about...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNT MALVIS !!
may euu be pretty always =)) or even more prettier?

THIS IS WHAT WE ARE DOIN WHEN WE SAW TAT PERVERT !!!!!!!!!!!

pardon mi for de ugly pic ii took... SORRY to pollute de COM.. wahahahha... its darn bo liiaos lahss... but we did enjoy ourselves there loiis... lalalala....

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side.

i HEARTS my bitches.. <3>

BEWARE !!!!!

Today, clair, mii & christine went to jurong library after english class... WE got chinese class at 1.35pm mahss... so go there slack... Den we spotted this farkin PERVERT keep peepin on us & doin some obsence things IN FRONT OF US !!! holy shiit... he can even masturbate in front of us !!! HORNY BASTARD !!! we did inform de library about this.. & they say they will keep a lookout for him... so gals, beware of this UNCLE arhss... IT DID SCARE DE SHIIT OUT OF US .... (ps.. if euu see clearly, de private part is standing !!!! KAOS !)

today darn SWAY lahss... wth... ii hurt my finger in class loiis.. XUE GUANG ZHI ZAI siol.... Class today was borin de loiis... but we did manage past the time well... most of de students halfway went back le loiis.... hahahs... christine help mii draw a pic.. lalalala....

MR OSAMA HAB BEEN ANGRY FOR 4 DAYS LE =(

been back later =)) goin eat PIZZA wib clair & her mama le .....

Mr Osama text mii & send this pic back... still say HE IS NOT ANGRY .. IS DISAPPOINTED !!! haiiss... ok lahss... DEN STAY AWAY FROM MII LAHSS.... he is really a fren whom ii really dun understand siia... ii dun think he really understand mii too bahss..... takkaiire den ... but.. i'm really not wad euu think..

DISAPPOINTED *

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Lets start with a happy news today...

Kife has lost his wallet on fri in de bus when he was on his way to school...today, a china man came & return his wallet !!!! EVERYTHIN WAS INTACT !!!! aint HE lucky... hahahs.... ah kife say he & china ppl very YOU YUAN !!! lol... but, its really very .. ermmm... how to say... HAPPY? XIN WEI? to see tat even de crisis is so bad, these kind ppl still came to HIS HOUSE to return it PERSONALLY ... hahahahs... ITS A LOST & FOUND !!!

Ah long had gone back !! yeah, he & his wife OK liiaos... hahahs... everyone has to go home someday... zhen shii de... HOORAY.... ii think, all de bad lucks are goin away liiaos.. HERE COMES OUR GOOD LUCKS... hahahs.. but, y mine haven come???? zhen shii de.. I"M WAITING..

tml is goin to celebrate Ah Clair de mama birthday... though ii known her mum soooooo many years le, this is de first time to celebrate lo =)) actually, ii duwan tag along de.. should give them FAMILY TIME wad... but is her mama ask mii along... So Sweet horss... hahahas.... I GO BE EXTRA LO =x later goin WESTMALL buy birthday cake.. Clair say goin to SWENSEN ii think... WOOHOO....

MR OSAMA HAS BEEN ANGRY FOR 3 DAYS LE.... HAISS...

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

OHAIYO !!!!

MR OSAMA have been angry for 2 days liiaos... HE REALLY VERY XIAO QI lehss !!!!

today is SAT !!! shi borin de loiis... yesterday ii watch de tv halfway niia den drifted to dreamland around 7 pm plus... can euu see WE ARE TOO BORIN !!! true fact.. WE LOVES ROTTING AT HOME =x hahahs... jus now, wake up den peii Clair seeing her blog lo.. Darn EMO de... can a pair of lovers together without any obstacles? if they hab not gone thru obstacles, will they last? sometimes, ii felt tat god is very selfish or wad loiis, maybe he is jealous tat they are too loving? wanna give them test to past thru..... haiis... zhen shii de..

haiiya... but...seeing some ppl so loving , wanna hab a BF to pamper too.. hahahahs... WHO CAN TOLERATE MII !!!! lol... Clair & ii was talkin about our past, & makes mii ponder... do ii met guys who are good to mii...... YES I DID... but tat time so young, how to know all this kinds of things loiis... but, luckily, I AM PROUD TO SAY II AM BEING LOVED BEFORE !!!

sumtimes, ii am too slow for this kind of love love things loiis... by de time ii knew it, LOVE has gone dunno where liiaos... hahahs... den how am ii goin to fufill my dream.. to be a housewife & rot at home.. LOL....






ii wanna quit SMOKIN & DRINKING.. not jokin lahss... I SHALL TRY !!!

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Friday, April 17, 2009

ITS SS/GEO lesson today...
sians siia..

after school, now at clair hse.. Cook porridge, egg & potato salad today..
hahhahs... now we all broke liiaos, eat maggie mee for so many days liiaos.. Got to cook le loiis.. Happy to see them eating.. though ii dun really know how to cook loiis.. LOL.. Yue Hua say got her grandna de 'WEI DAO'... pls lehss... ii not so old loiis... maybe she hintin tat I CAN BECOME PRO LIAOS =x but is ii took them as my geniue pig.. lalalla...

OSAMA angry wib mii siia.. zhen shii de.. but ii oso dunno wad to do loiis.. ANGRY oso bo biian.. i'm not good with my words too... sumore ii oso dunno how to make him HAPPY siia.. tat night drunk liiaos, dunno wad ii say siia.. FAN LAHSS.. HE REALLY ANGRY SIIA !!!!!

JR jus msg mii say his chalet on next sat.. wonderin wan to go anot lehss..... darn long never go chalet liaos.. YAWN* text him say ii wanna bring Sophia along & if she goin den ii go loiis.. I oso dunno their fren except SIAO EH, AB.....

MY PRECIOUS PHONE IS SPOILT !!! sob.... how siia... tat phone is ii use my pay buy de siol.. ii never buy any phone anyhow de.. ii am not those who always change hp either,, NOW II AM AT LOST....... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR............ farkin sway euu know....

oh ya... de seab regardin my late payment of exam fee de has replied.. but ii dunno how to finish de form it send to mii cos de doc cannot open siia !!!!!!! EUU SAY LAHSS.. SWAY right.. PUI !!!!
SIANS LAHSS...... nvm.. later ask MR LONG GE helpppp.....

WA... jus now saw those past posts den ii found out.. I WAS REALLY FARKIN FATTTTTT SIIA.... kns.. anyone help mii ?? I WAN JIAN FEI !!!


On a tous un peu peur de l'amour, mais on a surtout peur de souffrir ou de faire souffrir.
[One is always a little afraid of love, but above all, one is afraid of pain or causing pain.]


my mood is under control.....

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

SORRIIE... ( AH Clair, OSAMA, AB,SM)

ii know, all ii know is to apologize..
darn lots of things happen this past month... having to struggle with de stress & pains...
ii dunno what happen to mii.. sumtimes, ii dun think ii deserve all kinds of LURVE... maybe ii am selfish.. tryin to protect myself ... not to let ppl hurt anymore.. but in de end... I AM WRONG... I lost to myself.... not only ii hurt myself.. I HURT THOSE WHO CARES FOR MII TOO...

during pri school, how ii wish ii can grow up faster.. to make decision on my own.. to not listen to my parents... HOW I WISH I COULD BE A KID AGAIN... to stay in de innocent world & never know tat de world out there is so COMPLICATED... as we grow up, there are so many things to cope with.. de decision tat we make will affect our life.. the path we took ... never ii make decision are right de.. even now... i'm not young anymore.. yet ii dun do things maturely... lookin back of all things ii hab done, it aint doin mii good ... NOT EVEN 1 .. pathetic...

sum1 told mii b4, tat he dun likes to tell ppl his problem... cos he duwan to make ppl pity or sympathy him... ii remember ii told him tat if he is not open to de others, how to make ppl get to understand him better... But now, ii feel de same way too... ii duwan ppl to feel tat way too... ii began to keep any problems to myself.. but when drinkin, ii tend to say all things out.. maybe i'm drunk... ii feel so lonely inside...

craving for lurve yet scare to be hurt again... ii dun even understand wad ii wan now.. studing has took most of my time but yet, ii didnt even give my 100percent... ii always complain this & that, yet ii didnt do sumthin about myself... ii didnt even bother to change.. instead, ii began to ZHI BAO ZHI QI... where are all de determination gone to? ppl tend to take things for granted bahsss... so, when am ii goin to learn to treasure & cherish before its gone? there are not always a second chance waiting out there...


“Time heals griefs and quarrels, for we change and are no longer the same persons. "

Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone
Too often we wait too late to say"I'm sorry - I was wrong."
Sometimes it seems we hurt the onesWe hold dearest to our hearts
And we allow foolish things To tear our lives apart.
Far too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds
And then it's usually too late To see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you
Take that time to say the words Before your time is through.
Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got
And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.


so tired of myself.. being so sickening ..

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